I recently read an article called "What if All I Want is a Mediocre Life." Wow. You don't often see articles like that. I knew right away that this woman must know me. She IS writing words from my very soul after all. We live in a very loud, very fast world. We constantly need more, and we need it now. We add things to fill our schedules and busy our lives in hopes that it will pay off in the end. We read endless blogs of people striving to climb higher, reach further and chase down our dreams. But, what if our dreams are right here. What if the thing that makes us truly content is right in front of us, but we can't see it because it is covered with what we think we should be doing.
I love being home. Love it. Not in a agoraphobic sort of way, but in a way that brings me peace and happiness. I love taking care of my family and my home. I love home. Unfortunately, we live in a place where that surely isn't enough. Don't you want something bigger, something more?? No. I really don't. I have tried many times to go out and do bigger and better, and all it does is cause a riff in my heart. I feel like I am doing these things for the greater good, but in reality it makes me stressed. And bitter. I don't need to go out and climb mountains. I don't need all of the big bucket lists, and things you must see and must accomplish. I want to live slowly. I want to not fill my days with stuff that really doesn't matter. I want an amazing cup of coffee and the windows open and to just be.
Oh and maybe another cat. :0)